yeah. thats what its all about. nothing changes overnight.
Watch the skies...
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Welp, it's been four years since the last journal update. Not really dead (yet) but not feeling totally alive either. Major life changes have happened recently, most of which should have caused me to rethink the direction I am sailing this ship I am in but I still remain laughably uninterested. Nothing new artwise, though I promised myself I would make an effort to finish at least ONE piece this year. Still feel like a bitter old man these days, but at times I feel like saying "fuck it Im gonna be an imature little prick". Anyways, not dead, some art MAY be coming and there is no joke.
Watch the skies.
Watch the skies.
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RANT
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The old are often very jealous of the young. There is a certain truth to this saying that i hold dear to my heart. Everyday I get a bit older and wiser and I am spiteful of that fact. The more I learn about life, the more bitter I feel about everything, especially the young and naive. How did I end up like this? I was young wet-nosed bastard once, with hopes and dreams. Now I'm old selfish fool (or at least my soul feels like it) and I feel like trampling on the dreams of others while blaming others for everything bad that hapens. Why is it that now I feel so much animosity towards the younger generation of idiots that walk this earth? It may be jealousy or spite thatI want to be in their shoes but I like to think no.
Do i regret having this personality change? NO. The best way to live life without regret is to not set goals and be thankful for all the major and minor inconveniences that come along. I'm thankful that I'm older and wiser to the ways of the world whilst not being able to reconcile my current self with the old self. In a few decades I might change my tone, unlikely as it may sound. Life only goes in one direction and so do personalities.
Do i regret having this personality change? NO. The best way to live life without regret is to not set goals and be thankful for all the major and minor inconveniences that come along. I'm thankful that I'm older and wiser to the ways of the world whilst not being able to reconcile my current self with the old self. In a few decades I might change my tone, unlikely as it may sound. Life only goes in one direction and so do personalities.
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Update on...
1 min read
absolutely nothing. It's been five months since I've last posted here. I blame it all on a certain MMORPG that everyone has been bitching/playing/ridiculing/getting addicted to. I never thought it would actually happen to me but hey, stranger things have happened. I'll try to post at least something but things are pretty tight time-wise.
Quitting smoking sucks. I miss all my
friends. Hope you guys are doing okay.
The geeks will inherit the earth.
Quitting smoking sucks. I miss all my
friends. Hope you guys are doing okay.The geeks will inherit the earth.
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Another reason why I left the Philippines
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Happy change the calendar day!
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yeah. thats what its all about. nothing changes overnight.
Watch the skies...
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